7.25.16

I’ve been trying to occupy my free time so that I don’t pull out my journal. I haven’t really written anything in the last few days.
It’s not that I have nothing to write about. My mind has been racing lately. So many thoughts. It’s so annoying. It’s annoying, because I really want to focus on each one, but they keep disrupting each other.
Nothing makes sense right now. I know that can be confusingly beautiful, but it’s too much for me right now. I want a little break.